"we all know fear. but passion makes us fearless" ♥

Disney movies. When someone saves you a seat. Questions on a test that give away other questions. Walking into class and seeing a substitute teacher. Laughing until your stomach hurts. The cold side of the pillow. Getting new clothes. A simple compliment from a stranger. Someone telling just you a secret. Finishing a good book. Not being able to finish the last part of a sentence because you’re laughing so hard at the first part. Catching someone cute staring at you. Eating cookie dough. Getting gifts for no reason at all. The feeling you get after finishing all your homework. Coming across really old songs but still remembering all the lyrics. Re-reading old conversations. When other families treat you like a member. Seeing your favorite band live and singing your heart out to all their lyrics. Not wearing makeup and being able to rub your eyes as much as you please. Big warm hugs. Passionate kisses. The smell of rain. Daydreaming. Walking through a field of wildflowers. Laughter. Smiles, from anyone; especially strangers. Soft cushy pillows. Chocolate. Being loved. Staying up so late that everything is funny. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have hours to sleep. Making new friends. Spending time with old ones. Singing in the shower. Hot chocolate. Sweet dreams. Making brownies and cookies. Holding hands. Watching the sunset. Sleeping in. taking long,hot showers. Starbucks. Knowing someone misses you. Not coming home until the early hours. New underwear. Discovering a really good band. The sound of rain and thunder outside. Midnight meals. Driving,going absolutely no where. Spontaneous days out. The feeling you get when a roller coaster takes off,and right before it does. Waking up to texts. Making it home just before it rains. Checking the time and it’s exactly 11:11.<3making someone else’s day. Finding something you thought you lost. Getting mail. Listening to your favorite song on repeat. People who get you. When someone remembers the things you say. Knowing you’re not alone. Getting a’s on tests you didn’t study for. Cartoons. Moments in movies or on tv that make you jump. Hot cookies,while the middle is still gooey. Shooting the perfect picture. Laughing so hard your cheeks hurt.the person or thing that makes you laugh like that. A cut healing without leaving a scar. Beanbag chairs. Dark chocolate. White gold. Beating a video game. A marathon of your favorite tv show. Full moons. Being so excited for something you can’t sit still. Someone doing nice for you without you having to ask.realizing the thing you just said sounds really dirty.making a stranger smile.feeling completely freeee.when you notice your nails have grown out.doing something you’ve been afraid to do and then loving it.messages from the heart. Movie quotes that make no sense out of context but you say all the time anyway;ie,that’s why her hair is so big,it’s full of secrets.good smells.puppies.the person who can make you smile when you’re on the verge of tears.being that person.flipflops.oldmusic.seeing someone you love after a long time.curly hair.that book you still love no matter how many times you read it.having the ipod turned down so people think you can’t hear them,when you can.breakfast for dinner.when a baby smiles at you.stuffed animals.being praised for something you’re really proud of.throwing random crap at the fann.;D things that make you go awwwww.street entertainers.;Dfinally remembering something you couldn’t think of for days.hearing something you really connect to.love.finding yourself.living.

Feb. 17, 2011.
In five months from today, it will be my birthday :) haha
I'm in a jolly mood today. I feel swell :)
I just made mac and cheese all by myself for the first time!! Go me :)
Olympiad tomorrow..should be a joy!..not.
:(..There's some things going on in my life right now that I'd rather not talk about...ugh
that is all for now :)
toodooloo

Feb. 13, 2011.
Happy Sinlge awareness day! ;D
In honor of St. Valentine, I have decided to listen to a few of the saddest love songs I've ever heard. Ex. Last Kiss, Dear John, Could've Been, etc.
But I am enjoying some DELICIOUS leftover peanut butter pie. Yummy :)
Arcade Fire won greatest album of the year? Very few people can name one song off that album. RIDICULOUS.
 
I had a marvelous day overall. I learned a lot..oh, and someone told me something today..and let's just say that it gave me hope.
 
Well, toodloo my Polyvore friends :)

First off, happy birthday to my wonderful and enchanting mother. (:
 
I'd also like to make a toast to my dear cousin Finley, who I'm becoming more sure by the minute cannot hear. :(
 
Her official test for it isn't for a few weeks,so I sould just be a bundle of nerves until I find out..and possibly after.
 
Expect the worst and hope for the best, right? It's not like she'll die or anything. Worst comes to worst we'll learn sign.
 
That is all. Thank you, Polyvore- for listening to me vent since no one else will. (: God I can't wait to get out of this town. =/

Feburary 5, 2011.
-->snowsnowsnowwww! I can't say I'm a fan, but it's here, so may as well make the best of it. (:
---> Possibly seeing the Roommate tonight/today?
----> I love choco milk!! Thank god for brown cows.:) heheheheh.

1. Go ice skating
2. Go to the drive-in with my bestfriend
3. Make a 20 stuffed Oreo!
4. Campout, with my bestfriends.
5. Get a bunch of glow in the dark bracelets and necklaces and such and walk around wearing them..in the dark, of course.
6. Go to the zoo with my favorite people in the world :)
7. Get good at piano..lol.
8. Go to Six Flags with my bestfriends.
9. Watch fireworks with cool people ;)
10. Go bowling.
11. Go sledding!, i've never been sledding..i know i have no life
12. Go to Warped Tour
13. Leave for college
14. graduate high school lol
15. graduate college
16. Go to college at Eastern, Webster, DePaul, or IC.
17. Get the lead role in a play
18. Become a successful literature teacher, music teacher, pediatric nurse, or occupational therapist..haha
20. Travel, travel my ass off.
21. live in Chicago..at least for a month
22. meet new people
23. be a best friend
24. always be me
25. learn how to ride a bike..no, i don't know how to ride a bike. i know i'm a loser.
26. See The Maine in concert..i will make it happen. I MUST SEE THE MAINE.
27. live it up :)
28. errrr..i can't htink of any more :(
29. i'm done now.
30. sorry lol